I have been working 50+ hours and week (and that doesn't count the weekend hours), and still can't get ahead. I have had a couple of panic and/or anxiety attacks. Even Carl has said my personality has changed since January. Not a happy camper.
BUTI see light at the end of the tunnel. There is hope yet. I just have to stay positive and strive to do my best. What else is there? Another job? What if it is the same bullsh__? I'll just stick it out here for a little while longer. If it doesn't change... then I'll do what I have to do.
For the time being... I'll keep reading your blogs when I get a chance and posting when I can.Hugs to ya!